Preparing Myself to Board the Biaviian Mothership in 2012

I was fascinated with aliens most of my life, and one of the primary alien species that fascinated me were the Biaviians. The Biaviians are an alien race that I studied in the mid-decade of 2000. I was at a point in my life where I wanted to give up on my spiritual quest of enlightenment. I was looking for something in life. I was looking for ‘more’ in life because I saw this life as limited. I always questioned, how ever we became to be human beings, end up existing in such a world like this.  I mean, take a look at this world for once. What is it that is fascinating about this world? You have starvation, corruption, and a monetary system that enslaves and forces you to hustle everyday to keep your monetary value sufficient. This world is money-driven, which has become the integrity of/as life and living. I was tired of that. I wanted ‘more’ so I researched many things from Gnosticism to Satanism. One of the subjects that I researched was aliens, and one day I was doing some “soul searching” online and read about an opportunity that I have never heard of in my life. The opportunity was — that you can acquire a symbol that can be used as a ticket to the board a mothership. The symbol has strange configurations on it that, according to what I read, was of alien origin. These symbols were to be used to board the Biaviian mothership in 2012 if necessary. Right then and there, my eyes became big as if I saw a ghost. I said to myself, “This is it. This is it!” Because I had the opportunity to leave this planet in 2012.

The symbols were designed as an ’emergency exit’ (if you will). According to the alien scientists aboard the Biaviian mothership, Earth is virtually suspended upon the brink of an ecological cataclysm of universal proportions, thus, which is the reason that the Biaviian aliens, according to the literature, have distributed 144,000 symbol configurations to be given to 144,000 people that will board the mothership — in order to ‘save’ the genetic integrity of human beings. The question is, why would they want to save us? Because, according to the literature, the Biaviians are aware of man’s technological ability to destroy all human life on this planet. Thus, out of their own will, decided to save us, if it ever gets to that point in 2012.

I looked at this point and never questioned my responsibility to myself and the world. My decision, before such a possible airlift, was to do everything that I wanted to do — as what I believed to be my ‘expression’. And that I was here simply to experience life to the fullest. Isn’t that what they say — that life is meant to be lived to the fullest? That’s what my goal was within my world and reality.

And then I came cross something ELSE that I have NEVER HEARD OF BEFORE, and it’s funny that I have never heard of it before because it was quite simple. What if everything is programmed, or if not everything, what if I am programmed to do what I ‘like’ to do within this world and reality? What if everything that I have done up until now was simply pre-designed, and what I believed to be living was simply a re-enactment of what I have already accepted and allowed myself to be and become through and within everything that I have experienced until now? I mean, it could be as  simple as the way that I walk, and the way that I move because everything that I consist of and exist as — as a ‘personality’ is simply a re-enactment of the ‘me’ that created myself to behave the way that I behave through my experiences. Therefore, within this perspective, I am a walking robot enslaved by my own past, and think that what I am thinking and feeling presently is really ‘me’ in this moment, but never considered that it could just be a re-cycle of a previous time that I experienced in which I projected onto the moment here, and made it real.

I never considered that, but I have to consider that. And then the point of considering that, all of a sudden makes sense! Because I have to look at my starting point for wanting to ‘live life’. I have to look at my starting point of EVERYTHING that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become! Because in-fact, everything that I do, I have hypothetically concluded, is simply a product of the past — and that goes for everything: my thoughts, my feelings to/towards others, my emotions within/as relationships, my perceptions, my beliefs about others and myself, my ideas, etc. It started to make sense when I saw it this way because for all of these points within/as me to exist the way they do, there has to be a trigger point — a point in the past that I have created a ‘relationship’ to and used that relationship to define myself.

So therefore, I knew I had a responsibility. I knew that I had to transcend everything that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become rather than considering to board a mothership — because I ‘do’ want to become ‘real’. I looked at the point of why I even want to board a mothership to leave this planet. It was because I was a coward. I didn’t want to take self-responsibility for myself, so therefore, at the time, I decided to leave with the Biaviians. It’s just like committing suicide. It’s a point of giving up on myself to not want to face the world as ‘me’, but instead, run away from it and exist in a place that I defined as ‘heaven’. It’s no different than when I was a Christian. One of the reasons that I left Christianity is because the lifestyle didn’t ‘flow’ with me. I was to be a servant to some being that I never seen before…. I didn’t want to accept that. It didn’t make sense to me based on how this world has been allowed to become in the face of some alleged ‘powerful’ being that is here to ‘save’ us. It didn’t make sense to put faith in a being that has allowed this world to exist the way it does. But even in Christianity, I never even questioned why there was even a heaven to begin with because there’s no reason for a heaven to have to exist separate from this planet Earth. It makes a lot of sense to create a Heaven here in this world and reality. So I decided that I want to help establish Heaven on Earth. Why run away from what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as in this world? No, I didn’t directly participate in the destruction of this world, but I am a participant — just like everyone is a participant….  a participant of ‘abuse’. But not only am I a participant within/as this world — as what is manifested here as ‘abuse’, but am also a participant in what I allowed myself to believe and hope for — that a mothership exists so that I can be ‘saved’…. It is really a point of self-sabotage — allowing myself to be a slave of ‘belief’ and ‘hope’ — existing as a puppet on strings being directed by my own point of ‘giving up’ on myself in/as this world — thus seeing a ‘way out’ as ‘boarding a mothership’. Why would such a point be exercised anyway by humanity? To keep people from taking self-responsibility for what has been accepted and allowed in this world to exist, and to trust in beliefs and hopes to change the world.